Sunday, September 30, 2007
/ 2:01 AM
Went along with Jon to Lion Studios coz' he needed to do his PP(I finished mine >=p).
This is the first time I ever stepped into a professional recording studio. It was fun getting to see the insides, and the studio owners were very friendly too. there were some musicians recording as well and they were nice. But something important I learnt today is that artists who think highly of themselves are the ones that are really hard to work with. I'm thinking Axl Rose, LOL.
Damn, you really do remind me of her. All the more, I miss her like hell. There really should be more people like you around. Still, common gems are nothing compared to rare ones.
Friday, September 28, 2007
/ 5:37 PM
(Referring to the picture)
That's just an elbow btw hahaha
/ 12:33 AM
Well well well
Okay, so I had a jamming session yesterday, and I just can't explain it...........WE SIMPLY ROCK! And this time, I've had my chance to go wild n crazy in the studio heh heh.
Shiiiit, I've simply got nothing to say right now.
I'm just going to say that I've only got a few more years left before I off myself to prevent old age. =P
And I'm gonna live those few years like no has ever lived before \m/
BB
Monday, September 24, 2007
/ 9:09 PM
Just returned from a gig yesterday, and it was one of the best gigs I have ever played in. I'm looking forward to entering some paid gigs, where I get err.........paid? LOL
Looking at the sort of life I'm living right now, I think I'm truly riding on a highway to hell.
3 years ago, I didn't think I would use swear words.
But later on in that very year, I did.
2 years ago,I didn't think I would start drinking.
But later on in that very year, I did.
1 year ago, I didn't think I would quit church and totally lose faith in God.
But later on in that very year, I did.
1 month ago, I didn't think I would start smoking.
But later on, I did.
As you can see, my lifestyle is worsening.
What could happen next?
Well in the end, I'm still thankful I can appreciate music. I think I would die without music. One of my oldest dreams is to be a ROCKSTAR. And I'm feel that I'm getting there, I just gotta keep going. Can't say I'm proud about my lifestyle, which is slowly growing more and more decadent, steadily transcending all family values that were instilled in me since I was a kid. As I said, I'm truly on a high way to hell, and I might die really young if my lifestyle gets any worse(which is kind of what I'm hoping for).
This is truly living a speed life.
\m/Stand up and shout\m/
Saturday, September 22, 2007
/ 12:54 AM
As I usually am, I am still prone to develop irritation towards trivial matters(such as uncomfortable seats and having my stuff moved around) , and yet show complete acceptance to much larger, disastrous matters(such as death, and judgement day).
As of today, I am really going to HATE carrying cards.
I just realized that my IC was missing today. I had to make a long, tedious report at the police post, and fill up a form and the like, sign 6 signatures, and I still have to apply for a new IC tomorrow morning(I have to get up at like 630 just to be on time, on a fuckin' Saturday). I really hated the anxiety.
Why can't we all just have ONE card, which takes care of everything? Cards are such a pain in the ass, sooo annoying that they even surpass that of coins/change. Keeping track of cards is enough of a bitch.
Anyway, here's a photo of someone's chopper bike of which I took in my estate's carpark. Note the plate number.
Damn....this dude is eviiiiiiil.
Friday, September 21, 2007
/ 8:29 AM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
/ 8:42 PM
Learnt a new emoticon,
=7
Coolio.
Anyway, soon it will be time to STAND UP AND SHOUT \m/
Oh yeah, today's bus ride home was quite interesting.
On the way home in the bus, this young woman who was carrying a HUGE cardboard box(with some heavy stuff in it presumeably) boarded the bus. Most of the seats were taken, and she was having a tough time carrying the box around. Even if she could find herself a seat, she would have needed a second seat to put the cardboard box on and that box would probably have taken up one and a half seats; carrying it into the bus was already hard as hell for her.
Then, she approached some secondary school guy in the seats infront of me, asking if he would be kind enough to give up the seats so she could put her stuff down and take a seat. I didn't think it was very inconsiderate because she did genuinely look tired and she was trying her best to be as polite as possible.
The secondary school dude; it didn't take much to tell that he was really an idiot. Because he began waved his hands as a gesture of rejection and said,"No, cannot, I don't give my seats away to bitches.", and I was abit shocked, and even more shocked because he was grinning like a fucker while he said that. And the poor woman just stood there with a blank face.
Anyway, I gave her my seats coz' I felt bad for her, and then just kept staring at the secondary school guy for the rest of the ride.
Damn, I feel good about myself >=P
Monday, September 17, 2007
/ 9:22 PM
Yay, so here I am.
After a short bus-ride home, self-realization hit me like the usual shit that gets shovelled into my face: I'm not such a good friend.
I guess my intentions are always in the wrong place.
I'm not gonna go too deep into that anyway, but yeah, go figure.
My aspirations of become a rock/metal vocalist is about to come true real soon.
\m/
Saturday, September 15, 2007
/ 3:42 AM
Just returned from a very fritful rehearsal with Ulterior Motif(Or Stereowave as it is called now by Shawnrick since we're playing for his SOKA organization).
Here's a damn funny picture.
Meme couldn't remember his chords so he jotted them down on himself =P
Oh and, outdated but, here's a picture we took at tampines near the beach during JA camp.
I'll let ya interprete the picture yourself =D
Life is gonna get real busy for a while.
All I want is to spend some time with you; I've always been wanting to for years. But you're always too busy serving a God who has forsaken me.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
/ 10:03 PM
Just came back from JA camp, which was quite a blast coz' I got to know more people.
Honestly, I went for this year's camp for the mere purpose of getting drunk so I can simmer in obliviousness to how screwed up my life really is. Unfortunately, I couldn't get drunk enough because we all had to share. =/
Why do women always make the life of men so difficult?
When one guy is so willing to give up many things for the love of a girl, the girl breaks his heart. Is faithfulness really worth it?
Right now, I would rather live a life of irresponsibility, lost in multitudes of hedonism, desire, and self-indulgence; or at least, live in the illusion of all that. Because life is meaningless to me right now, and the heartbreak will only make it worse. Getting intoxicated from time to time makes me forget that my life is fucked up, and it makes life easier to live in agnosis.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
/ 12:30 AM
What do you do, when someone you admire frowns upon you? And then decides to simply ignore you.
Why, you simple say,"I don't fucking care!", which was exactly what I did. But the guilt still lingers inside me. Why should I be feeling guilty? Its not my fucking fault that I'm this way, BLAME GOD for making me this way.
So, I'm supposed to tell myself to fuck it all, and just go on with life, hoping that oneday this person will turn around and think back about this and realize that my intentions were not meant for evil, and from there work our way back together again.
Now I can't help but feel angry. Angry at her for being unable to see the meaning behind my actions. Angry at her for making me feel this way that I have to take the blame for everything.
So maybe I have fallen behind everyone, so maybe everyone is holier than me now because I've lost my faith and picked up bad habits; she won't understand any of it because she doesn't know what I had been through and what went wrong. Is it my fault? Well, since I got shot down for simply being nice once, its no use being nice anymore if I'm just going to be taken advantage of right?
It's been about 4 years now. As we progressed throughout that time, you frowned upon me more and more and more, because I was becoming a 'bad' person. And then oneday we just stopped talking. If you understood what had went on, it wouldn't have turned out this way. I'm shrouded in disappointment. I admired you. But this is not what I expected. I wish I had known better.
Nevermind....only music matters to me now. And to make it easier for me to forget about you, I'm going to have a few drinks.
ITS NOT MY FAULT.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
/ 6:04 AM
Some construction work in some small village of China led to the creation of Little Paris in it.
They even have a replica of the Eiffel Tower.
http://www.reuters.com/news/pictures/slideshow?collectionId=969Singapore should do something like this.
